im sorry badperson_failure: xxxxx
im sick to my stomach at what i did to you and the fact that it went on for so long
as devastated as i thought i was to lose you, i see now that i was so evil tho lost and plesae belive me that i am suffering your torture right now
i dont know how i could have just ignored your crying and your pain what the f*** was wrong with me
why did i have to be like this?
it isnt me
i was supposed to love you as you loved me
ill never hurt anyone again in my voice, my volume, my anger, my destruction of property, my intimidation
i thought my life was unfair
i am sick to my stomach at what i kept doing to you
WHY??!!! why did i have to be like that
why did i think it was ok?
why did we not seek help? not to save our relationship but to save you from me? we had htought of it so many times
why did i make my bfriend afraid of me? what the f*** was wrong with me? we had such pure love xxxxx....im so sorry for what i did to you and what i put u thru
my sickness at what i did replaces my esire to have you again...i see why u have to shut me out so indifferently
as i cry in sickness in my stomach in the sickness with which i treated you, i see your face in pain crying out your pain, i feel your pain now i feel it now i see why it wasnt ok now
i hope u find peace from the terrible memories i have given you
please no replies thank you
