Re:I lied cadillacjack: There must be something in the water....I feel the same way ::) but this too will pass...I hope
Re:I lied OldSchool: Red, he wasn't good enough for you. Keep your head up and keep kicking arse! You're doing ok.... you are choosing a better life for yourself. It won't all materialize right away, but slowly those obstacles will be knocked down. Don't worry about someone loving you again... love yourself first cause that's what you need right now.
OS
Re:I lied craez: yeah. and when he falls off, i hope he's got a lead weight in the shape of my ex strapped to his back like a parachute that won't open. two birds with one stone.
i thought i was doing super spectacular too, until i had a nuclear reactor meltdown the other night. my roommate was like, "Whoa." then i wiped my tears, ate the bottom layer of a 2 layer box of godiva and read a book in bed.
every time i have a relapse, i notice that when i feel better i feel MUCH better and for longer. i hope you do too.
Re:I lied CoryL: We are all afraid to start over. We thought we had found our life partners, that we wouldn't have to "search" for anyone anymore.
We are afraid to open up again. Afraid to give again. If someone we loved and trusted so much can leave us, what will keep the next person around? We are afraid to get hurt again, plain and simple.
After some time, you will no longer be afraid. Try to be patient, you will be rewarded for it.
Keep you head up.
Cory
Re:I lied craez: oh, i'll give them a push alright. you just keep them occupied over there by the edge while i start my car...
