can't go on not loving you! willow78: :'(Hey Baby! Remember when you would say that to me every time you came into the room? Remember when I was putting my makeup on in the morning and you would lay your head on my shoulder and look in the mirror and say"What a beautiful couple".?Remember when you would put your arms around me when I was making coffee?Remember when you would crawl across the floor and lay your head in my lap?Remember when you would spread your arms as wide as you could and say"I love you this much, I love you more but I can't spread my arms any wider".?Remember when you said you have never loved any one the way you love me? Remember when you said you would never cheat on me because you know how much it hurts? Remember when you said getting a divorce is taking the easy way out, you wouldn't do that? Well, I remember. I will never forget these things. You did cheat on me and you did want a divorce. Even so, I still love you with every inch of my soul. You made a wound in me that keeps on bleeding. I am drowning in a pit of dispair while you seem ok. Are you sad my love? Do you think of us and shed a little tear? Do you wonder if you made the right choice? When you look at her do you wish it were me?I would like to think this is true, but will I ever know. I love you Baby.
Re:can't go on not loving you! whoamI: Those are things that I don't even remember from my marriage until someone brings them up. I guess when it gets so bad, the good things do go away. I am sorry for what he did to you.
Re:can't go on not loving you! Sumdumchic: That was the saddest thing i've ever read.
I've just ended a relationship with someone that wasn't appreciating me and I don't know how to go on. The time seems to stand still and the pain is never ending :'(. I was only with him for a little over a year. I can't even begin to imagine what the pain must be like when you've been married to someone and blended lives together. After this breakup, I don't think that I could ever allow myself to feel again out of fear of being hurt.
I wish I could tell you the magic words to instantly heal you - i'd like to hear those words myself. However, i've read that it gets easier every day. I don't know if that's true, but I have the unfortunate opportunity to find out now.
I'm so glad I found this website. I so needed to know that I wasn't the only one in despair.
