Re:The Big Picture... LostTeacher: my big picture:
being able to share my life. not being ignore, avoided, and talked down to.
to love and be loved in the same way every day. to know that when i say "i love you", i will get it back.
to get back to being friends, and have that friendship come first. to live your life to the fullest every day. to not just sit around, waiting for things to happen, that you have to make them happen.
i miss him, but i don't miss how these things changed. i miss the old him that really did all the things i want in my big picture, but this new person has changed, and doesn't meet those needs.
and even though it was him that wanted the split, maybe it was for the better..... for the time-being anyway.... and even if i am not totally happy, and miss him like crazy. :'(
