what does this mean.. exclusive: ok i spoke to my X by e-mail saying am still here for her, she goes to me she will call me tonight
but she sent me a txt saying that she cant talk b/c she has lots of work to do,
so my m8 txted, its ok am out any way.....lol
i spoke to her over msn today, i just said hello, and she said hello, then after she goes she is annoyed with me...
she goes i just fobbed her off,
i explained to her, a 2 min call wouldnt have hurt you, she said sorry to me,
on sunday is mothers day here, ill go ill be there for her.. and i think she wants me to be there, but am not 100%
then she goes she still wants to be part of each others life..
i go i cant do that and am feeling alot of anger for her
she said she will call me tonight but i said am going out, so she will call me earlier
Re:what does this mean.. exclusive: or ami getting my hopes back
am going to say to her, that i dont want to be with her anymore,
Re:what does this mean.. slowlearner: Hi exclusive,
You're pretty confused at the moment, I just read through all your posts and you're all over the place, what to do, what to think. I know exactly how you feel, and I know how hard it is for you.
There are some of your posts where you almost have the answer, then you dive back into that little black hole.
Can you think about this for a minute? You know what you want, you are crying out for her to come back to you. You also know that's probably not going to happen.
The only chance I can see for you is for you to become the happy independant person you used to be, when you first got together with her. The person you are now, on the emotional roller coaster that we all endure, is not the person whe will ever consider returning to.
I'm going through pretty much the same thing, trying to act happy, not letting him see that I'm in pain (sometimes i slip up dammit), but even so I think the chances of us getting back together are pretty slim.
My challenge now is to convince myself I'm better off without him, and I'm looking for other ways to make myself happy and contented.
I feel for you, and I can only urge you to try to be the best person you can be so you are at least offering something worth having, and maybe, just maybe, she will see that.
I hope this helps. I'm in the same time zone as you are, so until the rest of the world wakes up and comes back online you may not get any other advice for a while.
Take care of you! You're the only perosn in the world who can do that right now.
Re:what does this mean.. soTiredOfHurting: SL has good advice for you. We are responsible for making ourselves happy, we are responsible for our feelings and actions. Go back to the person that you were. Do it for yourself, it will get better as time passes. The grieving process is no fun, but it is necessary. Good luck to you.
Re:what does this mean.. exclusive: your right, am all over the place :(
but thanks for the advance SL and SO, it has helped
thank you
to be honest i just feel anger towards her, but do miss her alot,
