Stay Away 1973kendoll: Stay the fuc$ out of my head please. Your not welcome here anymore!!
Goodbye
Re:Stay Away Dunno: The memories, the words, never leave your head. They can fade, through time, hurts what have ya, they will, we all have to believe this. In my heart though I want to believe the words will fade when I allow them to. He can't hurt me forever, can he? Hang in there, actually it's good to vent, let it out. I am enering the anger point too...hands up! Just don't let it destroy you.
Re:Stay Away 1973kendoll: I know, thank you. I was so confident and fine the first 2 1/2 weeks, then it was like, I realized this wasnt just a phaze, a lovers qurrel; this wasnt a "cooling off" period to figure out hop each other felt, this was real and forever, the relationship was over. I know my pain will fade. I just dont know why it didnt hit me before, and now 2 months or so later, I'm really feeling the brunt of this. Anyway, thank you for your encouragement.
Re:Stay Away r7: Omg! James, i know what you mean! i've been pretty ok for the first almost 2 months, and then now all of the sudden i can't get him out of my head. i feel like i've regressed (maybe cuz i tried the friends thing - maybe no contact is for the best). dang! just wanted you to know - i'm with ya! Godd Luck! - Ricci
Re:Stay Away 1973kendoll: Realationships are difficult, and I thought I could endure anything. Im not feeling sorry for myself, but damn, why the fuc* am I the one hurting as they are " joyriding" FUC* that!! I know what you are going through, and I am so sorry for your pain. I think I need to spilt this shi* ass state, its to negative for me to move forward. I am in such a "whirlwin" right now. Thank you for your encouragement, I need to go lift before I blow the fuc* up!!!!
