Re:What Have I Done? Cizzler: I'll take that hug now :'(
We've been spending so much time together and we've actually been getting along very well. Then last night he asks me where my head is at. He said "If I told you you had to chose right now between us being together or us being apart what would you pick." Well as I've said many times before, I am still unsure about how I feel. I love him, but I don't know if we work as a married couple. I said if I had to pick right now I would pick you, because I haven't given up on us yet. Then I made the mistake of asking him the same question. And I think he actually took pleasure in saying to me that he would pick being apart. :'(
So today I've been going through everything reminding myself why I asked him to go. And the truth is only one thing has changed since then, and that's how he is with our daughter. How is it that I have so quickly pushed aside his disregard for me, now that he says it may be over for good? My decision for him to go, but I thought we had an understanding to at least try to work things out. We haven't tried at all. I've been too busy trying to let go of all the anger and resentment, thinking once I get passed that I would be able to work on my own issues. He apparently has been too busy moving on. TWG I think that truck that ran me over, slammed into reverse and backed up over me now.
So I will take that hug now :'(
Re:What Have I Done? Jennicole: wow cizzler, he really does sound like a jerk. im sorry, but to ask you what you want, as if he wanted to work things out, only to tell you he didnt..... that sounds like cruel punishment to me. keep on keeping on girl, it will get better in time. ;)
Re:What Have I Done? allmixedup: [size=30"> [move"> [color=red"> SUPER SQUEEZY HUG!!