Re:im a fraud...... but hold your fire :) Ladybug: Sheesh Craez...I don't even want to know my age in dog years :o
Re:im a fraud...... but hold your fire :) reck: i think one of the most desturbing elements for me in my situation is the children. We had children late in life (we had our first when i was 38 ) and my son (10) has cerebral palsy. I always thought it needed us to stay together as a team to deal with him.....at the very least it was an added responsibility to try harder to save it. but i really cant think of one moment in the last 4 months that she tryed. Hell, all i wanted her to do was stop lying. but to say its the most desturbing part is probably not correct ...the rejection, demonising and deception will haunt me for a long tme i think. After 27 years i feel like a part has been removed from my body.
Re:im a fraud...... but hold your fire :) KilledEmotion: [quote"> [quote author=teacherwriterguy link=board=1;threadid=9552;start=0#msg75606 date=1112275573">
There are 17 year olds on the board?? What board have I been visiting?
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Are 17 year olds not allowed on the board?
Re:im a fraud...... but hold your fire :) Debbisea: Welcome aboard. I love this board. I tell you it has helped me tremendously. I am also a tad over thrity five I am 38. I was married for almost 15 years. I hear your pain when you say
"Hell, all i wanted her to do was stop lying. but to say its the most desturbing part is probably not correct ...the rejection, demonising and deception will haunt me for a long tme i think. After 27 years i feel like a part has been removed from my body. "
I completely understand. It has been three years for me and I do not feel much better yet. I even considered working things out.
Read my postings. You are surely not alone. A huge part of your body has been remove. You as you know it.